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Wednesday, 21 January 2009

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

  • How do you like the darker theme ?

    It's how I feel right now. Refer to last blog.

    I came in last on my 50 free, but that's okay. I've gone faster before with times to prove it but I guess I let my nerves get to me. I was thinking too much instead of just swimming. All this means is more practice, i'm reading to get in the pool tomorrow and from now on and give it my all. I'm going to work twice as hard as I have to. I want this.

    On the other hand, my boyfriend came to the meet! I was so happy to see him. I still feel all warm on my skin.

    Tomorrow i'm going to the Vietnamese shopping center with my mom for Chinese New Years. Hello!? Good food! I'm excited.

  • Truth: I am a Hypocrite.

    This is not news to me and i've accepted it.
    The reason I say it again is because I've just read a blog about being in love with being in love.
    The whole blog desribes exactly how I am.
    When my boyfriend, of a year and 7 months, and I broke up it wasn't long before I missed being in love. I got into a relationship with the first guy I remotely had feelings for only weeks later.
    I'm a hypocrite because I totally just said that it's wrong to like a taken person yet I purposely lead guys on even though i'm taken. I just like the feeling of knowing that a guy thinks fondly of me. It's so wrong I know, but once it goes too far I always break it off and tell them that this isn't fair to them because I know I would never leave my boyfriend. I love him. An unconditional-forever-eternal kind of love. He's my bestfriend. I don't mean to hurt, I guess i'm pretty heartless. Half the time I don't mean to lead anyone on but once I realize i'm doing it, I can't stop. Sometimes I imagine that I have feelings for them too. But I don't.
    That's me for you. Just being honest with myself, it's too bad that i'm not honest with them.
    So resolution; I'm in love with only one boy. I'm going to stop leading guys on.
    Hopefully this is as easily done as said.

    Note: A woman told me I would grow up to be a heartbreaker when I was only five. I never thought that any of the breaking of hearts I did was my fault. But tonight I realize that half of them are my fault. I get all confused and lead boys on, then when I realize what i'm doing, I end it. I always said that I hated breaking hearts and I do.

     

  • Is it okay to like someone who is already taken?

    Some say they can't help who they like, but I have never once liked a boy who was taken. If a boy has a girlfriend I automatically am unnattracted to them romantically. It's one thing to like a taken person, and another to steal them. Girls who steal boyfriends are selfish to me, they aren't thinking about a) She was there first b)You're breaking her heart, so you can be happy. The girl might argue " Well he chose me." but if you would have just kept your mouth shut and kept your feelings hidden, then they would be a happy couple still.  How hard is it to move on? I can understand if you've liked this guy since the 5th grade, that's a different story. But flirting with a taken man is just wrong. Same for guys trying to take a taken girl. You're wasting your time, atleast on me. Tons of guys are always trying to get me to leave my guy for them but they're only wasting their time. So come everyone, get your own or wait it out! 

     

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